02 May 2008

30 April 2008

all of my interests
are inside of me


nothing external
exists as part of me

all I can think is the same thought:

I'm hungry
I want to eat
I'm hungry,
I'm hungry

and then:

My body feels sore,
and why does my body feel sore?

I smell my pillow in the morning
I know how long my fingernails are
My shirt is dirty in a spot I didn't always see.

Anxious in a pit: inside of me
You can't feel it too,
so I try to describe it.

like insidious and chronic and quiet pain
it is impossible to describe
unless I know why

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